Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Bleeding

Well of course just when I finally think wow I'm pregnant again I have bleeding. At a convention today I had a slight amount of pink spotting on my panty liner, but nothing for the rest of the day. I was having mild overall cramping, which I have had on and off throughout the later part of the 2ww. I also had this in my first pregnancy and with Myles, but it makes me worry. Just a little bit ago I went to the bathroom and my panty liner was covered in bright red blood. Not just a drop, but rather the amount you'd have if you had your period. My breasts hurt a lot today, which I was taking as a good sign, but now I'm convinced that I'm dealing with an impending miscarriage. I called my clinic with the spotting earlier today and requested another beta, which they agreed to do to ease my worries (or in my opinion confirm a miscarriage). I am a total wreck and not ready for this roller coaster.

13 comments:

Heather said...

Niki, that's awful. I'll be thinking about you and hoping for the best. Hang in there. One breath at a time.

Lisa said...

Oh Niki, I am so sorry you are on this roller coaster. The utter powerlessness threatened to overwhelm me at times. Your blog, your strength and your courage have been and continue to be an inspiration to me.

I'm Kelli. said...

I'm new to your blog but I'm praying for you and hoping for the best! Stay strong!

Rebecca said...

Oh sweetie, I'm saying all the prayers I can that this will not be happening to you again. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))

~Denise~ said...

Niki, I'm sending everything I can and hoping this babe sticks. Hugs.

Dora said...

NO! Did you hear that little blast? Stay put! Aunt Dora says so!

Hang in there, sweetie. F#*king rollercoaster!!

Isn't it pretty to think so said...

Oh no. I'm so so sorry. I hope it's not what you think it is.

Lisa said...

I will be thinking of you today - I hope you get good results.

Sheri-ct said...

Niki,

Bleeding during pregnancy is so scary! I had spotting at 5 weeks and LOTS of bleeding at 8 weeks......I mean LOTS!!!! I freaked, but everything was okay. It can happen for a number of reasons. Did you go for your beta this morning? Sending many prayers!

Sheri

Jen said...

Oh no, I'm sending you lots of prayers!

travelaunt7 said...

Niki,

I'm so sorry that you're having another scare. Hopefully it's nothing. My fingers are crossed.

Linda

Addysmommy said...

Niki I hope everything turns out to be okay! (((HUGS)))

Mrs. Spit said...

I'm sorry sweetie. Hang in there.