Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Darkening BFP @ 5dp5dt

K took another test at 5am this morning, which was about than 12 hours later, and the test is noticeably darker. She sent me two photos via a text message, which were small and a bit blurry, yet I could see the 2nd line plain as day! I wouldn't even consider it a light line! K tried to photograph it with her camera, but she said it was too blurry. I plan to go over to her house later this afternoon with my camera in tow to photograph both tests. I promise to put them on the blog for ya'll to see. For now take my word that the test line is very obviously there and K is definitely pregnant ... eek! Baby steps towards the finish line!

BTW ... I know that I should be guarded and not excited given our history, but I decided going into this cycle that guarding myself against potential bad news really doesn't make it any less painful. Therefore, I decided that I'm going to enjoy each and every day that K is pregnant with our baby. I'm going to let myself dream about the future even though it may not come to fruition. So for now I'm fantasizing about K having our babies in early March! :)

21 comments:

Sara said...

Niki, this is the best news! I can't wait to see the tests later today! SO EXCITED and hoping for 2 buns baking in her oven :) Great news and Congratulations!! Still thinking major sticky ++++ vibes! YEA!!

blueeyedtawni said...

awesome news!!!!!!:)

Theresa said...

Super! Hoping for greatness!

Heather Jean said...

Optimism is the best state of mind. "Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles; it empties today if its strength." I wish I knew whom to credit that quote to, but I don't. I saw it on a Mary Engelbreit card that I gave to a friend once a long time ago. Enjoy this! Love, H

Infertile In the City said...

Great news!

Katie said...

Love your attitude, love your excitement. Congratulations!

Tina said...

YAY!!! I am so happy for y'all. I think your approach to this pregnancy is wonderful! Enjoy this time. I will be thinking and praying for you!

Tina

Ruth said...

Yahooo!!!!! I will be praying that you will be spending next summer off...with your little munchkin =)

Donna said...

I think you should go all out and be excited!!! It's great news!!

Aunt Becky said...

It's lovely news and I'm jumping out of my seat with happiness for you.

G & H said...

Your right every day of pregnancy is a blessing so good for you girl!

K is like a superstar or something!!! :)BFP @ 5dp5dt AWESOME

suz said...

That's awesome! Take a digital test for extra confirmation. When I got a very very faint positive on a plain old test I got a PREGNANT on the digital test which left no room for doubt!

Poppy said...

Hallelujah!! So happy for all of you!

My fingers will continue to be crossed...all the way to March!

MyLifeMyWorld-SharingADream said...

Wow, that's great news!!! Congrats!

So when you going for beta?

Polly Gamwich said...

Yay! Great great news! So excited for you and K ... I'm so hoping it's TWINS!! (I hope K would be ok with that!)

Monday is so far off ... it's gotta be twins!

Big hugs,
Polly

Korndog said...

I think that it's great the you're going to enjoy K's pregnancy and not think (too much) about what could go wrong. That's the best way to do it!

Congrats!!!!

KP said...

fantasize away! enjoy every minute of it! you deserve all the happiness, and I am keeping you all in my thoughts.

Autumn said...

Such wonderful news!!! I am so excited for you.

MDZ said...

Woooooooooooooo!!!!! Wicked awesome. Congrats!!!

darateacher said...

Sticky, sticky vibes, and I'm praying you have twins! :-) They're double the joy and love...you deserve that and sooo much more!

Erica said...

Oh Niki - What wonderful news!!! I will continue to keep everything crossed for a strong beta. :)

And your comment about how being guarded doesn't make loss less painful really inspired me. I've been cramming my belly into my pants and using those damn belly bands because I was avoiding maternity clothes - like I somehow thought it would make a loss a little easier. WTF was I thinking? I'm already in love with my babies and I'm not going to go through the rest of this pregnancy thinking I'm messing with fate or something by being excited. So thanks for that!

E