Wednesday, December 10, 2008

K's New Dream & Journaling

Yesterday K told me that she had a new dream about having our baby for us. If you're a new reader, K has always had very vivid dreams. In this dream she saw herself giving birth to our boy/girl twins! In previous dreams she's only seen a little boy. I have to admit that I spent the entire evening fantasizing about the possibility of twins! :D Don't get me wrong I'll be happy to have one healthy little one cooking in K's uterus, but haven't really ever given too much thought to twins. In fact in the last two cycles I was crossing my fingers that I wouldn't get pregnant with twins--too risky with my history of preeclampsia. But now I don't worry as much about twins as I'm certain K could carry them, so I will continue to fantasize about the possibility of two healthy babies to fill our arms and warm our hearts!

K also told me that she started to write in the journal I gave her. K said that she figured that she should record her reasons for wanting to act as a surrogate for us. I was so deeply touched that K started journaling already and that she put this at the beginning of the journal! It's an absolutely perfect way to start her surrogacy journal! I can't help but think about how amazing it will be for our future child to read this journal when he/she is old enough. We certainly will have one very loved little baby! Thanks K--you are such a beautiful person!

5 comments:

Duck said...

WOW that's fabulous, I have dreams lately about having a baby, and it's amazing :)

Elizabeth said...

What a great dream!

Rebecca said...

I hope that dream comes true! I think it is wonderful that K is journaling her side of the journey...I'm sure you will be doing the same, that will definitely be something to treasure as your little one(s) grow up.

N said...

That's so awesome she is starting a journal for you! It will be so wonderful to look back on. And I can't wait to see if her dream comes true in exactly that way. :)

Sheri-ct said...

That is a great dream! I really hope it comes true! Keeping everything crossed for you!