Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Three Years Ago Feels Like Yesterday


Three years ago my heart broke in two. Three years ago I watched as the beautiful sparkle left my son's eyes. Three years ago we faced the toughest decision of our lives and had to let go of our sweet Myles. Three years ago I held my first-born son and watched the life slowly leave his body. Three years ago my life changed forever. Three years ago seems so long ago, yet three years ago also feels like it happened just yesterday.

Myles, I think of you daily and miss you just as much today as the day you left us. I am grateful for every single minute of the 26 days we were able to spend with you, but I have to admit that I'm greedy and wish there had been more. I wanted a lifetime with you. I had so many dreams for us. I wish you could meet your brothers. You continue to inspire me today and promise to continue to live my life to its fullest in your memory. I love you sweet baby boy! Hugs, kisses & love always, Mommy

14 comments:

AnGèLe said...

XoXo Sweet baby boy!

Tina said...

Thinking of you!

N said...

♥ Thinking of you, and of Myles, on this hard day.

Funsize said...

Remembering your handsome little boy with you...
xo

Anonymous said...

((HUGS))

I think of you, Myles, Liam and Silas regularly.

lisa - meinsideout

Busted said...

Remembering that beautiful little boy today and thinking of you.

Dara said...

Thinking of you and Myles. I'll bet our boys are dancing in heaven together.

Dora said...

Late to comment. Wish Myles could be here with his little brothers. Thinking of you.

Kim said...

What a handsome little man-you hang in there. Thinking of you!

Hugs, Kim

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Shantay said...

Catching up on your blog. Tears... His life was short;however he has made an impact on so many people, including me! So sweet, so beautiful, so loved!

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donna said...

So very sorry for your loss of Myles. This is a pain you never get over, but as time passes, life will "seem" better. I too have lost an infant. Lost this child in my 7th month. This was 28 yrs ago. I still think about him/her every day in my prayers. We did not want to know the sex. It would just hurt too bad. This is a pain people just do not understand unless they have been thru it. I am so sorry for loss and yes, it will always "feel like yesterday". I know that you will meet Myles again someday and I will meet my baby for the first time. I wish you peace....
Donna

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